Dark Barfly
am just a butterfly dancing on your grave,
singing your death song,
reminding you of the loneliness
and pain you're having in your dark cold hole,
hearing your silent weeps.
am your dark butterfly dancing with the beats of your screams.
Standing in a deep valley where iced rocks crumbling and falling upon me,
am still standing, carelessly ignoring the pain that am already used to,
'cause life is already gone, I already lost the childish angel in me,
life has been sucked out of ma fading soul,
am looking to my invert upside-down castle in the sky,
I raise my hand hopelessly reaching NOTHING but the ashes of my dead memories
thats where the beauty breaks down, fears turned into madness
I know its time to let go and bury the kid I used to be,
moving to the next level, leaving everything behind, no looking back
its already lost and wasted,
Memories fade away, what shou
My world is flamed with lost longings,
Burned with passion to hold you,
am stoned by your love,
will you be mine?
am missing you, longing to be with you,
to fill my heart with compassion,
to feel your touch, and your warm embrace,
am so addicted of thinking of you,
heal me with your kiss,
hold me tight, never let go,
am lost without you,
longing for you here,
longing for you near,
my heart is burned up,
cant stand this pain
cant handle the idea of you being away,
all these thoughts as untold melodies,
come back!!
pull me away from the cold loneliness,
fill me with warm embrace,
you are the one I want to hold,
the lon
never wanted anything more than to be held
my passion is to be with you
surrounded by your embrace
thinking of you for a thousand times,
I hold of thoughts of you close to me
I dream of your touch, your fingers on my skin
the feel of your arms around me,
wondering if you feel me too,
please tell me you miss me as badly as I miss you,
only you who can heal my fears,
only you can help me heal,
I'm all yours and always will be,
I'm so lonely without you,
your smile, is my weakness in life,
nothing left to make me feel anymore,
only you, and everyday I need you,
"YOU" a word that makes me shiver with pleasure,
such a longing to
speak to me I comfort, dat was ma rule
ma rule to feed ma soul with pple happiness
make them laugh so that i wont forget the taste of that kinda pleasure
the pleasure of bein alive, to hide the truth
u cud see me that way, back from today,
4get what ive been through, it wont change a thing
but am still holdin some hope, a hope that wont last
I already know whats gonna happen next, and it will happen,
I set many ways to handle dis fact, it wasnt meant 4 me, am in deep pain..
cause pple never felt whats in the heart,
I push them away yet my heart screams and weeps 4 them to stay,
I always wanted to know how it feels like to be sp
What do you know
of what goes on in me?
You never open your eyes
and look there to see.
You'll ask me to do
two things that conflict
Then scream that I'm wrong
whichever I pick.
You hold things inside
and never show them to me.
Then resent me because
those things I don't see.
I'm tired of hearing
of how I don't care
when it's your heart that's closed
and you won't let me in there.
I'm sick of this fighting...
I'm sick of this pain...
Get out of my life...
Take with you your games!
It's clear I can't please you
so why bother to try?
Just go and get out...
I don't want your goodbye...